Not a second went by where you didn’t try to brush the heat rising up your body to the back of your mind and continue the task at hand. And your lack of releases only built up the pressure inside you. The boost of estrogen running wild in your body spiked your libido up to a concerning level. Never in your life did you think you’d get the one that makes me horny 24/7. He stated there was a wide range of side effects, and you were bound to get a few. Which led you to have fucked up periods, which prompted a trip to the doctors who prescribed you pills to help regulate your hormones. You were growing, your body was still developing hormonally - a little imbalance is bound to happen. it’s clear there’s some deep seeded issues there to the point where you’re not even sure kise has his own identity.The doctor said it was normal for girls your age to have irregular periods, it happened all the time.
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○ it’s almost suffocating, how much he questions you on how to change himself. who is this? is the boy in front of you the real kise? the other party will quickly make an exit as it’s obvious kise is not to be trifled with and you stand in awe at how quickly he snaps back to the person you know, whoever that is
he comes off as strong, looking way more threatening than you’ve ever seen him to the point of it being jarring. ○ if he sees someone genuine around you, someone who isn’t afraid to be themselves in earnest, he gets jealous of the fact that they’re authentic while he isn’t. he’s nothing but a conglomerate of emotions he stole from others to make himself the most appealing he possibly could
you can do so much better than him, he thinks to himself late at night. a pretty boy good-for-nothing who’s personality changes like the weather. ○ in reality, kise views himself as someone fake. one might think he has nothing not to love about himself, what with his model looks, ability to copy whoever and whatever, there’s no way his life isn’t perfect, right? ○ kise is without a doubt the most insecure of the three. aomine gets reminded he isn’t the hottest thing since sliced bread and more often than not will “subtly” (he’s not good at it but you don’t say anything) question you on traits you might want him to change about himself it was just hypothetical, you aren’t out getting freaky with the first dude that catches your eye. ○ he gets pissed off at a guy who doesn’t even exist and you’re always amazed that you underestimated how stupid your boyfriend can really be. aomine has said his fair share of unsavory things when you two are duking it out, but the moment you insinuate that you’d be better of with someone who considers your feelings more, doesn’t have a gravure magazine addiction, etc, he stops dead in tracks as new emotions fill his veins. ○ there is one singular exception to this rule: when you two fight. whenever someone else shows interest in you, it’s less jealousy and more “sucks you’ll never be good enough for them, huh?” he’s way too overconfident in himself to fathom the idea of you wanting someone else besides him. ○ unsurprisingly, aomine rarely gets jealous. he doesn’t tell you, but he thinks of those words you’ve told him every night before he sleeps you don’t expect him to be “normal”, you expect him to try and recover, try and take back the childhood that was so harshly ripped from him. you insist that he’s fine the way he is, what with the abuse he faced by his father’s hand and the death of his mother haunting him as years go by. ○ you don’t blame him or get upset with him though, and sometimes that makes him feel worse. he’s confident he has this person beat in every other category when it comes to holding your affection, but he worries that he should smile more around you, talk about his feelings, laugh and make jokes, show more expressions, anything that falls under the “normal human person with normal human emotions” spectrum ○ intimidation is his poison of choice as he makes sure whoever is trying to put moves on you knows they will never match up to him. akashi was raised to have a hard exterior and always affirm his place as number one, and even though he’s been working towards breaking those habits, it can still be difficult for him to be more vulnerable around you ○ and yet, an uncomfortable lump always forms in his throat when he sees someone else openly showing their emotions to you. he can offer you the world on a silver platter, anything you want will be yours. ○ akashi tries to tell himself he has no reason to be jealous of others. ⟢ akashi, aomine, kise jealousy headcanons *gently holds akashi in my hands like a marshmallow* May I ask the same but for knb Akashi, Daiki and Kise?
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